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They than put him on all kinds of meds and started him on dialyses. Every month after that one year he ended up back in the hospital because his kidney's weren't working right. Nobody told me that my father was sick right away because I don't think they were excepting him to show any signs of it. About a year later my dad ended up in the hospital and that's when I found out that my dad had kidney failure. I moved in with him 13 days before my 10th birthday. My father and I didn't meet until I was 9 1/2 years old. For the first time in my life I really want to believe that death is not the end, that one day I will meet my dad again. His face keeps on flashing before my eyes, his smile, the way he would call out my name lovingly, his jokes, his words of wisdom and his unwavering optimism. And I also realized that I had just lost one of the few people who had unconditional love for me. I couldn't believe that never again am I going to hear my dad, see him, talk to him. Yet it was some days after his departure that the realization of what I had lost finally hit me. Seeing my dad looking so peaceful after he passed away eased a bit of my heartache.
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Now that I think of it, I don't know how we all survived those days.
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He remained in the intensive care for 19 days, and every day was a torture to see him suffering and dying a slow death. I cannot say that it was unexpected, yet now I realize that there is nothing in life that can prepare us to bear this void. We all love and miss you so much sleep well,Īnd take care of all who went before you.Ībout two months ago I lost my father.